nobody care...

today i notice sumting.... tat nobody carez my feeling my tired my sickness.... everyone only tink fer demself.... day by day i tink why do i nid to work harder den everyone else... im soo tired.... i juz nid sumone hu be there fer me wen i get home wen im sick.... im juz tired being alone....... hmmm idk y my mindset is like tis but tis is wad i tink rtye now... im weak im not strong but if i nid to stand up fer myself den i force myself to do it....
putting a fake smile in front of ppl